| I guess in a way im still waiting
I dont exactly know what im waiting for now
but i cant help but think when will that day happend...
1 week from now
1 month from now
1 year from now
who knows prolly even 1 day from this update.
but hey who knows what the future will bring me
Im just taking my time waiting for something to come may way...or someone too
Maybe i should start searching again....but for an answer for me cause i know the answers i want
will only be gain from me trying to accomplish things i know i wouldent be able to do.
But as each day passes on i start to forget memories on top of memories...
i cant remember the last time i felt this warm my hands are never cold
and my body is always hott...I love these days...but i hate it as well cause i have no one to share it with.
(i had a dream about you...yeah it made me wonder...but at the same i know that it would never come true)
-Frederick
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| I feel like everytime i update its just pointless
Theres really nothing much more to update about nowadays
But hey i guess its a start
I ended up going to the navy recruiter today
Im getting my life back on track
So i guess in 2010 i'll be out
Wish me luck
(moving forward)
-Frederick
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| This is the life i wanted to have...
To be able to just layback sit down chill watch a movie
and eat junk food laugh and talk....
yeah so simple its enough to make everything whole again.
I love it.
(Maybe there is hope)
-Frederick
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| In some way i guess you start to to realize what other peoples true colors are
and i guess in some ways i wish i didnt cause it would change the way how you would look at them.
In some way you will actually see the person for who they are...
Took me a while to realize it
But hey...i know what to not do anymore
(Rewind and play...Time to go backwards again...I'm moved by the way...All the notes in time make a sweet melody
Night into day...We have been captured again...A new time and place to make a million new memories)
-RJ
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| You know sitting down with someone and talking to them about the past can actually be something worth talking about.
I noticed that i missed out of alot of things in life and how alot of things changed.
But meh i guess talking Jeremy straight for 6 hours did the job.
Went as far back as 6 years ago to now.
The Girls i dated to the girls i could of had a chance with...
And it still hunts me from what he had told me...ugh but hey i blew that chance and if it were to happen again then i guess i would go for it but who knows if i would even have that chance.
Just so many words that i feel i never had to express because i was caught up with my rules.
Meh some rules were meant to be broken... that i learned from someone and i thank her for that.
But meh...i guess im gonna go back to my old ways and just see where the wind takes me.
Hopefully someone comes around and proves me wrong...then i'll look forward to another chapter in my life.
(Its how you live your life that makes it worth while not how you learn from it)
-Frederick Rudolf Josef Po Nacianceno
And let the good times roll!
Cheers to new beginnings...
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